Hello

Smello, everybody!

HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO EVERYBODY!!



I know some sweethearts (you guys) out there have been checking my blog quite a number of times per day/everyday
for updates! I. Am. So. Sorry for not updating! Yet.

Well, apparently, I've been quite busy with school stuff lately. Woah. The word 'school' sent shivers down
my spine, but anyways! I'm here to update my blog briefly without any forms of trying-to-be-interesting stuff.

Like, you know. Add pictures to my post to make it seem less wordy and stuff.

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Today! I'd gone back to school with Andrew and another of my classmate to register our places in Sec 5 next
year. Oh God. I can ALREADY sense the upcoming staying-back-in-school-late whines. -_-

BUT, JUST ONE MORE YEAR AND ALL WOULD BE OVER!!!

One year would surprisingly be over as soon as we know. Confirm! It's always like that!! Hmpf.

Andddddd, I went to Sabrina's house for the first time today! After knowing her for like, the LONGEST time,
today was the first. LOL

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To be honest, I don't really like going to friends' houses because I'm always scared that there will be nothing to
do then just sit around and lazeeeeeee. AND! When my condo is so fun - swimming etc etc, why go to people's?

LOL

Going to friends' houses to 'play' isn't that much for secondary school. I don't even remember when was the
last official time when I'd went over to my friend's house to play or something. *Thinking look*

I think it was more of a Primary school kinda thing. Like, you go to your friend's house to play xbox, Wii
or whatever boring stuff you can come up with! For boys, in that case. Umm.. for girls ah? I don't know.. er, play
dressing up? HAHA!

But now, I think I'm kinda enjoying going to Sabrina's house because of the WHOLE stack of (movie) CDs she has!
Very attractive, indeed! Plus, we'd play with our tongs! Hair curlers, I meant. Wooo! Hair styling, make up,
doing vlogs, watching funny videos from the internet. Totally girly. Totally cool.


Ok, guys! I've to turn in nowwww. I'm dead beat. z_____z

Meeting Sabrina tomorrow to check out some phones and then I'm heading to her house again! Both of us are
getting new handphones!


P/S: I know this post is very dull, but oh well. My blog IS my diary, you know. ;)

Love Always,
Tammy

The Chair Of Fate

The answer; the verification; the agony; the pain of waiting...

ARE FINALLY OVER AND DONE WITH!

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All excited and nervous as I was, I couldn't help it but to calm myself down with, "It's gonna be fine. Once the
teacher slips the quote, 'Not promoted', I would just take private Os. Nothing serious!! Breatheeee!"

My turn is next. Great. Awesome. Totally like hell.

'Tammy Leow?' The voice pierced through the silent barrier that had been created by my mind, unknowingly, while
I was sweating bullets and kinda.. well, mindless at that time of point.

Yay for me - sarcastically! I was now, seated on

THE.

CHAIR.

OF.

FATE.

It kinda acts as 'The Chair Of Fate' cos it's where you are, when your life makes EITHER a sudden twist
of turn or goes in a almost straight line.


Umm... what's my definition of 'sudden twist'? Well, it could be like, when you'd actually expected yourself
to go to this institution or something, it turns out to be something that you'd totally not expected. Definition
of 'in a almost straight line' would be when the ending came out almost as you'd expected them to be. :)


Clutching my hands into fists, wiping my sweaty palms against my skirt ever-so-often (as I was nervous),
the teacher was giving out nonsensical (at that time, cos the results were much more nerve wrecking) booklets,
flyers, a graduation CD, A PENCIL (?!?!?!?!) blah blah blah.

Finally.

He took out a slip of paper. The size of halved an A4 size piece of paper, blue in colour it was. I swear I could
have almost seen a glorious glow - like a halo - surrounding the whole slip. Like, my life was VERY dependent on it.
Very bad.

Teacher looked at me. Looked at the slip of paper. 'UGH! COME ON ALREADY,' I'd screamed in my head.
As I saw his mouth opened, it felt like years. The time, on its own, seemed to have slowed everything in motion
down and apparently, I was the only one who was thinking straight.

I was clearly like a waterfall. Sweating all my guts out. (LOL)


'Promoted, Tammy!' And he gave me the almost-smiling face.




I stayed still for slightly less than a minute. Too dumbfounded to move. 'Huh?' I proclaimed.

'You've been promoted to sec 5!'

Still looking VERY surprised, I said, 'REALLY? Confirm??'

The teacher looked at the blue tiny slip that defines 'The path of life' - MY life - and said, 'Er.. yea. Really.
Confirm.' LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!

And he continued to blabber some other nonsense that my mind couldn't process it properly.

After saying everything, I looked at him, with large, surprised eyes, asking if he could repeat himself because I was
in no position to think. All I could hear was the rapid beating of my heart. It sounded like a bullet train.

If someone had to just place a mic near my heart, I'm sure that would sure send the world trembling and another
disaster like the Tsunami would struck.

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After still not understanding what was the teacher trying to say, I walked back to my seat with the quote 'WHAT. THE. FUCK.'
written, literally, all over my face.

Sinking into my own world, I couldn't hear anyone, but my own thinking at that time. I drooped down and
looked through that blue, tiny slip that defines my life, briefly and stopped at the last sentence.

Remarks: PROMOTED

Wooooohooooooooo, yea baby!

Ok, maybe, cancel the ''yea baby'' part. Dull~


Was extremely stoked there! 'Cos I was ALREADY preparing myself for the worst - private school.
Then when I was kinda happy that I've been promoted to Sec 5, fear leaked in through cracks of worry.

'What if I can't pass O-levels' Math?', 'What if I can't cope?' - You know.. all sorts of questions draining in.
Like, how drains would be flooded with rushing, blurry and dirty water - uncertain, bad and fearful thoughts. All
so quickly.

Then I was like, 'Aiya! Just go ahead la. See how it goes first.' And after all, I'd still be taking private O's of
my favourite yet un-before-touched subjects. LOL



THEN AGAIN...

I can't be TOO happy. Yet. Boring, boring, boring hell of a school is gonna start in a few more weeks. Pfft.




Don't worry. I would be twisting my hair around my finger outta boredom. Soon.


P/S: Secondary schools SHOULD allow students to wear home clothes instead of uniform. UGHHHH!!!
I was actually looking forward to wearing going-out-clothes for school next year!! :( :(

P/S/S: I'D ACTUALLY PASSED MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please smack me on the head now.

P/S/S/S: Congrats to everyone who are happy with their results!!!! :D


Love Always,
Tammy

Results + Other nonsense

'N' LEVELS' RESULTS ARE COMING OUT TOMORROW AT 2.30PM!!

I'm scared. I'm scared. I'm scared. I'm scared.

......Umm, ok, maybe not that scared, but still!

Either way - get promoted to Secondary 5 or not, I'd still be taking my 'O' levels. It's either in a private College - City College
or in my high school - TWSS. I don't really have the confidence of passing my Math and make it to Secondary 5, so
City College is in my school list.

YES! I've long ago dropped my idea of going to MDIS for Mass Comm. LOL. My mum and friends finally managed
to make my stand sway. That doing a diploma without getting an 'O' level certificate is indeed a risky route to
take.

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End of results rant. LOL

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Now, other matters.

Recently, there have been quite a number of the antis who came to scold me on my blog. LOL. Was kinda bothered.

Like, 'You look like a man' or 'Your friend, Sabrina has a better dressing sense than you'. No one is perfect
and since Christmas is coming, I shall overlook this matter and be more positive!! :D :D :D



At first, I was REALLY thinking, 'Do I really look like a man?' and I'd like look at older photos to justify my
thoughts. I must really be THAT bothered then. LOL

Regarding the second comment that Sabrina has a better dressing sense, I was very infuriated by that comment
at first, cos apparently, Jacqueline, who has a mouth wider than a hippo that sucks donkey's balls, compared
me to my close friend, Sabrina!

I hate it when people use people who are close to me to agonise me.

HAVE THEY GOT NO LIFE AT ALL???


I may not be SUPER gorgeous, but I'm not ugly.
I may not be of average height like the rest of the girls in Singapore, but I'm not a tranny/man.
You may not have a vaginal, but I do.
You may not be superrrrr pretty/gorgeous/perfect, but you're here telling me my flaws.


I tell you (antis) what, mudbloods, NO ONE is entitled to tell me my flaws as NO ONE is
perfect. Thank you very much!

P/S: Even Megan Fox can't tell me how pale in comparison I look if I ever get a chance to stand beside her. -_-



Back to to happier note! Hehehehe, my favourite festive is coming up!!

Christmas!

Have you guys finished Christmas shopping??


OMGoodness! Christmas' family dinner coming up!!!! Superb.

I'm not going to kill any sharks this Christmas - although I have to admit that I LOOOOOVE shark fins' soup
A LOT! I guess I'll just have to do with shark fins' soup imitation! BUT! They're seriously not bad as well!!!! :P :P :P





GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF MY SCHOOL/CLASS MATES AND EVERYONE WHO IS
TAKING THEIR RESULTS TOMORROW!!


Love Always,
Tammy

You Twilighted yet?

I know SO many of you out there reading this post is totally gonna kill me. Right?

'NOW then you start to watch Twilight?!', 'Aren't you a little too late for this?', 'Do we really have
to read this post?', 'Ew! You watched Twilight?!', 'What happened to Harry Potter?', 'Thought
you weren't a fan of Twilight?'

Rolling of eyes, feeling like spanking me on the ass (lololololol), pulling my hair.. whatever. YES! I've just got
started with my Twilight-bella-edward frenzy! Woooo!



AFTER so much persuasions from friends like Leibing blah blah, I've FINALLY watched Twilight. Lol.
It's gooooooood~! ..... No. It's not good, it's SUPA good! Thumbs up man!

Previously, I was having some reservations about watching Twilight and all. I thought it wouldn't be as good
as Harry Potter, so I decided not to watch/read it and I kept my stand even though Twilight were buzzing with fame
and gossips after it hit the cinemas!

But just when I saw New Moon's poster in the cinemas, I'd this urge in me that wanted to watch Twilight..
And so I did. I'm so glad I did. :)


One thing before, that was the main reason that I'd refrained from reading their series of books was that a lot of
people I know were reading Twilight books because of the sake of reading it. WTF? I mean, WHAT'S THE POINT??

Not interested in the book? Then DON'T READ! Why bother wasting your time by flipping through the pages
boring the hell outta yourself? Most people I know, just buys the book and never reads 'em.

Ahem.. Uh-huh

Some even read the book cos it's the 'trend' to read it. 'Oh.. she bought it. He bought it too. Everybody is
buying the book to read. Ok lor, I also buy.' -______________-

Which also gave me the impression that most retarded asses buy the book because of its 'thickness'. LOL.
You know like, how AWESOME you'd look by just holding a thickass book in your hands? People are judgmental. That's why.

*

Alrighty.

So I watched New Moon online - I know I should watch it in the cinemas, but I couldn't wait after I'd finished
with Twilight! It was just so... exciting, and the suspense was killing me, I tell you!

Wait 'til you guys have watched the ending part of New Moon!

***Updated: I've recently catched New Moon at the cinemas. LOL


OH. EMM. GEE. It was a total killer! The suspense and pain was excruciating!! Extremely. The ending of
New Moon... Oh! Those who wants to watch the show can skip the grey paragraphs! :)

Yea, as I was saying, since Bella wants to be transformed into a vampire to be with Edward forever and she
wants to be transformed by Edward himself, Edward made a request.

'I'd transform you myself on one condition... Would you marry me, Bella?' And it stops there.

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OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! I feel like jumping around in my room screaming my lungs out.
Isn't it just THAT exciting??!?!?! ZOMG!!!!


For the whole time, I was thinking, 'When is he going to transform Bella?! Get cracking ALREADY!'
LOL! Awwwww~ then they would totally be so happy together! A vampire couple who is gonna live forever and
ever together.

.....I refuse to think that they might get sick of each other one day and get a divorce! Hmpf! But, umm.. can vampires
give birth?? AWWW!!! BABY VAMPIRES!

I'm totally imagining babies with tiny fangs! So effing cute!!





In Twilight, I kept thinking, 'Come on!! Kiss!! Where's the kiss?!?!'

Awesomeness!! ^_______^



And since Edward is a vampire, that includes his whole family..



(Edward looks so hot here!!!! *Spams*)

A family of vampires.

How cool is that, yo?


1 thing that amuses me to no end is that, whenever Bella heads over to Edward's house, she ALWAYS ended
up getting hurt.

Bella hurt = Bleeds = family of vampires = you should know what happens next

Some members of the family won't be able to withstand the strong and 'delicious' (to them) smell of Bella's blood
and would start to try to pounce onto her. LOL. Edward, of course, would protect her.


Imagine if you were Bella, going to your boyfriend's house to officially introduce yourself as Edward's gf
and in the end, everything gets screwed up JUST because you bled. LOL!

One scene in New Moon was when everybody(Edward's family) was giving birthday presents to Bella and she accidentally
cut herself. Everyone was having fun - laughs and all, 'til she cuts herself and everyone in the room stilled, looking
serious. It was SO funny! LOL.

(FYI, Edward and family refrains from drinking human blood and lives on animals' instead so they're very
deprived and craves for humans' blood a lot)

*

From the show, I've actually learnt quite a lot of fascinating facts about vampires!


1) Vampires are each blessed with a special talent.



...But in general, ALL vampires have supa, ultra fast speed (running wise), superhero strength (like Superman, I guess)
and can all read minds. Any random person's mind!!

How awesome is that shit?!?!

If their general powers are ALREADY so powerful, you could totally imagine how awing their special talents would
be! Lets take Edward's sister, Alice (nevermind if you don't know which is her) for an example. She can see the
future!

Awing not?!?!


2) Vampires don't have to EVER sleep.



Imagine if we humans don't have to ever sleep and still will never get tired,

-The world would end faster cos we're using the Earth's resources 24/7
-There'd be NO excuses for us to stop studying/work (we'd stay in school/work place FOREVER)
-Students have to then stay up all night mugging!!!!!

Tsk tsk.. so heng that we're designed in a way that we've to sleep! LOL!



3) Like humans, vampires have laws and a 'government'



This group of family is called the Volturi.

They're the oldest family of Vampires to have ever existed. All high and mighty. They're also regarded as the
lawful family of the Vampires. Like how humans have our own Government in our own individual countries!


From my memory, I can only remember one of the Vampires' laws - never to reveal their own kind to humans.
Once you do, you'd have to be punished by the Volturi la. Of course, death since Vampires can never really die. -_-

Edward is like, what? 17 years old for a 109 years? Zzzzzzzzz

So if vampires wish to end their lives, they're able to go to the Volturi and they'd end their lives for them!

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I think you guys who don't watch Twilight, would think that Robert Patterson (Edward) isn't hot.



Would think that he's just some eerie, cold-blooded-looking guy.

Cos I did too, in the past. LOL! I paid NO attention to him nor Twilight!







OMGGGGG!!! But after I'm obsessed with Twilight, I'm SOOOOOOOO obsessed with Robert!!! HAHAHAH!
Eh, but calling him Robert seems a little bit weird. :/

Ok, I shall call him Edward. LOL!

AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHhhhHHhHhHhhhHHHHHhhhHHhhh!!!!!! *Spasms* @_@


Post is gonna abruptly end here! I've got a book(Eclipse) to read!!!!! *Gasps!!!!*


Love Always,
Tammy